Welp, as my previous post says...Time Flies...
It is now October. I think it's my favorite month. Time to slow down like Mother Nature and just breathe the cooler air. Stop and watch the leaves change and fall to the ground. Time to reflect and renew.
The fog that has been living with me and in my head is lifting. Not that I have been in the serious dumps or anything but I do feel "lighter" if you know what I mean. These last few years have been a bit much.
Losing mom, clearing out her house, nearly losing my dad twice (!) b/c of his own depression and pity party, losing a relationship, overwhelmed with a lot of things...feeling helpless, feeling down, struggling to move through this phase of my Life.
And I am moving through rather fine these days. I've been getting crafty again. Hanging up photos and creating a new wall of my crazy things. Getting to know one of my newer neighbors who brings me some of her Thai food that she makes. YUM!!!!
It's a window's open kind of day while I listen to music and I await the house cleaners to come and do what I absolutely loathe to do~clean. At least the floors and bathrooms. That kind of help has helped my mentality too. So worth it.
I am finding my happiness again. And that is a really good feeling. Especially now that Fall is waving her colors and breezes around to blow all the negativity and anguish away from my bubble.
I hope your Fall season will be joyful and peaceful. Not sure how kind Old Man Winter will be....hopefully he will be gentle.
Until next time...elizinashe
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