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But...when it comes to relationships and stuff, that's a different story. It takes me a while to warm up. I'm rather guarded and protective of myself. That can make things a bit difficult. I do miss being in a relationship, I will admit. I'm not really lonely. I just miss the little things that come with a relationship.
I miss having a little romance in my life. I don't need grand gestures or a big fancy dinner, just the little things. I miss those little notes left for your discovery, wishing you a great day or thanking you for a great night. I miss that random hand holding while you are having a conversation. I miss that unexpected kiss on the cheek, or better yet, on the back of the neck without the expectation of sex. I miss having my face held while having that long passionate kiss. I miss sitting on the couch, in your pjs while eating and watching a movie. I miss talking and laughing in bed. I miss coming up with ideas to surprise my guy to make his day better. I miss the little things like that.
Does that make me a romantic? Am I being too mushy? Or are these normal things that happen that I just haven't experienced a lot? I've had my share of horrible relationships and I've learned to walk away from the red flags when I see them. And I refuse to be in a relationship, just for the sake of being in a relationship. It's just not cool to be with someone just so you won't be alone. I learned that a long, long time ago. I guess that's why I'm single most of the time.
So...with hopes of having a little romance in my life, I'm "putting it out there". I hope to have a little bit of what has been hammered out above. If not...then I guess it's not meant to happen in my life at this point. Or maybe ever...hopefully that won't be the case. Until next time.....elizinashe
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