|I'm Pretty Good at This|
But...as the time came for travel drew near, my anxiety began to settle in and make me a bit nervous for many reasons that I will spare you of reading. Needless to say, once I got to my destination, I was good. Thankful that the holiday weekend traffic wasn't so horrible.
My next vacation will be spent outside of the DC area to visit friends out there. I've been wanting to return to the said DC area for a long time. It's been a bit difficult to get away from work, not to mention allowing myself time away from work and pencil in some dates to fly out. Now that part is done and the flight is booked. But now my 'over thinking' is beginning to rear it's ugly head again. Jesus... why do I drive myself crazy with this shit? I don't think it's a matter of "self sabotage" as some people might think. It's just a combo of "I need to do this" and "I need to get things in order before I leave", getting the car prepared for travel, getting someone to feed and hopefully medicate that cat and the tried and true "I have nothing to wear because all my clothes are old and don't fit" and so on and so on and so on.....doesn't everybody go through this before a vacation? haha... And what's worse is that this trip isn't until August! So why am I stressing about it now? Sheesh!
Needless to say, I will take it one day at a time and think about all this mess later. I have plenty of time to prepare. And I always do fine when it comes down to the wire. So..."Get out of my head silly thoughts! " I say...I need to take more time for me and just not worry about it all. It's a life learning process is it not? Until next time...elizinashe