Thursday, November 5, 2020

Awake and Restless

Feeling a Bit Like This

  The last few days have been peaceful ones for a change.  Still much to do with my mother's estate.  So much to do...

 

I'm awake and a bit restless.  I could empty some boxes that I have here at my house.  I could do some cleaning.  I could do lots of responsible things, like clear off my kitchen table.  But alas...I refuse.  I'm just not feeling it.  Is that being too lazy?  

 

I have found some sort of Peace of mind lately.  Finally.  I know the dark days will return but for the most part, I am well.  I'm in a much better place than I was a few months ago.  Hell, even one month ago.  And it has been a blessing.  

 

I know not what the future will bring.  I have no idea when I will finally get my mother's house cleared out and ready for the market.  So much to do...and the yard is a mess thanks to the leaves and hurricane winds that came not long ago.  I refuse to stress about it now.  It serves no purpose.  

 

I am thankful for my friends.  I am thankful that I have my own home.  I am thankful that I have money to pay my bills and money to keep mom's stuff covered.  At least for now.  I am just thankful.  

 

One step at a time.  One day at a time.  One breath at a  time.  Thanks for reading.  See ya soon. 

Until next time...elizinashe

Channeling Life