A Quiet Sunny Day

 Well apparently today is the first day of Spring!  Hooray!

 

It's cool but sunny out my way.  Which I will take vs. the alternative.  It's nice to sit on the back deck and let the Sun warm my bones.  Ahh....

 

I had planned to run errands and be responsible however I have decided to stay at home, clear out some clutter while I listen to some tunes and just be at peace.  I have started some magic in my crock pot so that's a good thing.  Threw my shower curtain in the washer with a hefty amount of bleach as it was nasty.  Why can't someone invent a shower curtain that doesn't get so nasty?  I hate cleaning my bathroom in general but when the shower curtain gets gnarly then it is time to do some housekeeping.  Maybe I will clean out my shower after all.  

 

I will sign some papers tomorrow and hopefully that will be the end of my mom's estate.  Whew!  I can't believe I survived this long.  I cannot believe that I had not completely lost my mind.  Maybe that day will still come.  Haha...Hopefully not. 

 

In the meantime my readers, I hope you are enjoying this first day of Spring!  Allow yourself to sit outside and soak in the sights and sounds of nature where ever you may be.  Until next time...elizinashe

Yep, I'm Still Here !

 Greetings-

 

Long time no write.  Not that I haven't wanted to -Life has been a jumble and has kept me in a tizzy. 

 

I am soon to close out on my mother's estate.  Whew!  This is will be huge.  And a very long time coming. I look forward to the day that I can completely walk away from it all. 

 

In the meantime I hope you my readers are well.  

 

I found a little sticky note where I jotted down my thoughts.  Not sure when I wrote it, most likely while I was working and going to school.  Maybe in nursing school...who knows.  Clearly I was struggling.  But I think I will leave it here as a reminder how far I have come along these last ten years or so....my what a journey I have walked.  

 

I hope my future will be less of a struggle and be peppered with much more joy!  I like those journeys the best.  Don't you?

 

" I have no life.
I'm a vegetable.

I am the bruised, tattered and torn leaf that nobody wants in their salad." 

I'm glad I no longer feel that way.  It was a passing moment.  I hope I don't have such severe moments like that ever again. It's such a dark place to exist.  And I refuse to dwell in that dark place.  Striving for much more peace and  laughter these days.  That's how I want to roll.   Until next time...elizinashe