Still Learning About Me
Rants, cravings, discoveries and other stuff.
Monday, July 7, 2025
Piddling Around
Tuesday, May 6, 2025
Another Little Something I Wrote
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A Treat My Mom Painted |
Pieces
Pieces of This
Pieces of That
Pieces of Nic and Pieces of Nac
Pieces of Mom
Pieces of Nancy
Pieces of Myself
Pieces of My art
Pieces of My Friends
Pieces of My Heart
Pieces of Music and Colors Abound
All of This Around My Home
In this Corner
And that Corner
In this Room
And that Room
Pieces of Stuff all Around my Home
Pieces of Stuff like a Puzzle
Pieces of my Life
Telling my Story
And Completing my Heart
Monday, January 6, 2025
Is Anybody Out There?
Did that make you think of Pink Floyd?
Haha...can't believe it's been so long since I have last written on this thing.
I still write though, I just don't post the stuff I have been writing. I guess I am going in a different direction these days. Thoughts, frustrations, anger, sadness and joy that swirls in my head.
Do I really want to show that side of myself? Do I really have any readers left? Do people still "blog"?
It's a cold and very windy day here~so I have fired up the Crock Pot and I am hermitting inside my humble home listening to music. Procrastinating laundry and cleaning off my kitchen table. It's a low energy low goal oriented day. And that's okay.
Hope you are all safe and warm out there!
I'll try and do better on this thing. Until next time...elizinashe
Sunday, September 8, 2024
A Little Something I Wrote
Hello…it’s been a long, long time.
Yep, I’m still here.
Are you?
Sharing a little thing I wrote back in May when I was struggling.
I am in a much better place now. And have been for quite some time.
And I am glad for that.
So I thought I’d share as I meant to post this much much sooner.
But Life got in the way.
Hope you enjoy.
To The One Who Left
I hope you are well.
Thanks for the time.
Go figure your shit out.
I refuse to be in limbo.
My heart can’t take it.
Can yours?
Why are you so afraid?
What was I to you?
You won’t change, that I know.
So what was your purpose?
What was our purpose?
What am I to you?
My heart has grown cold
I don’t know if it will ever warm back up.
I hope I am wrong.
To The One Who Left
You left too soon.
Why can’t you be here?
Can you see me?
Are still behind me?
Protecting me?
Where would you be if you had not died.
Oh how my mind thinks of that
You would tease me about loving Dave so much
And bitch about my smoking
Memories are fading with time
But I will never forget you.
To The One Who Left
Well shit.
You were a big one.
I had to put on the really big girl pants
And it sucked.
But I am glad it was me
I just wasn’t ready.
Were you?
Why did you keep so much shit?
Seriously.
Please send someone to help.
Do remember our last talks?
Do you remember what I said?
Did you understand?
What was it that you did not tell me?
You knew something was up didn’t you?
I knew you knew something
I wish you had told me
I wish a lot of things.
To The Ones Who Left
Don’t leave me hanging
I still need you
And I will need your help as my Life continues
I still Love you
I still wish you were here
My heart still hurts
To The Ones Who Left
Why did you have to leave?
It was too soon.
My heart is forever changed.
I hope I find it again.
Wednesday, May 15, 2024
Self Care
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Practicing This Today... |
Do you practice "Self Care?".
Do you know what that really means?
Taking time just for you. Taking time just to decompress. Taking time to have a Peace of Mind and do something that brings you back down to Earth. Do you know what I mean?
Do you allow yourself such time in our busy lives? Got kids? Got a spouse or a partner? Work? Have you over extended yourself in all of your activities and volunteering?
Have you stopped to just rest?
Although I have been off work the last few days they haven't been happy ones. Seems like there was something every day that needed tending to and not the fun kind. It sure did become exhausting.
I cancelled an appointment I had this afternoon, ran a few necessary errands and came home to rainy skies and a few rumbles of thunder. I slowly tackled the kitchen and even wrote one of my cousins a letter. And I pre-ordered a book that another cousin has written. All the while listening to music and taking all the time I needed.
No need to rush around. No deadlines so why be in a hurry?
I so needed a day like today. My house is still a wreck but I made a nice plate of tacos with all the perks and had some chilled wine to wash it all down. And it was exactly what I needed today.
Sometimes the only way I can recharge my soul is to hermit, play some tunes and take my time with clearing up the clutter not only in the physical sense but also in the mental sense.
You just can't put a price on a day like that~
I hope you know how to take some time for your own Self Care. It's so important.
Work beckons this weekend but there is a music show on the calendar for Sunday evening. Although I know I will be tired a good live music show will certainly perk up my bones and fill my soul.
And that will be a great way to wrap up my working weekend.
Until next time...elizinashe
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Take Care of You ! |
Sunday, March 31, 2024
A Little Ditty
Found a little something wrote late one night back in August.
So I thought I'd share it here.
Hope you like it.
Bits and Tits
Angry Bits
Angry Tits
You can go ahead and Kiss My Grits
Who the Fuck gives a Shit?
You think I’m Strong?
Well, Yes…Yes I Am!
But do beware of the “strong ones”
They too need to Roar
They too need to be Seen and Heard
They too break down
And all too often the shattered pieces remain all over the floor
And all too often people just keep walking by as if nothing happened.
I ain’t no Humpty Dumpty
I ain’t no Princess either
I don’t need no Fairy Fucking Godmother
Or some Prince Charming
What I need is a solid landing
Because this chic is tired of sliding about.
Monday, February 19, 2024
Monday Monday...
Bah-da bah-da-da-da....
It's one of those days.
Does Monday make you think of that Mama's and Papa's song?
Or is it just on those melancholy days?
Today is a lazy day for me. The sun is out and thankfully so. I need some sunshine and I like the warm glow it gives me when I sit outside. Not too chilly either so outside time is not so bad. I like the gentle warming it gives my achy bones.
Lots to write but hard to focus. I have a good post about grief that I need to clean up and publish here. So much to discuss about grief and yet....we really don't talk about it now do we?
Maybe I've been talking to the wrong people. Maybe not.
Regardless, I hope the sun is out shining brightly out your way. We still have a way to go for the Winter season to end but I will take this day and embrace it for all it's worth. And with that said, I will leave you with a quote that struck me as something important to say, remember and share. I hope you like it.
"You can't fix me, but you can hold my hand while I fix myself. "
Until next time...elizinashe.