It's a Bit Like This |
It's a cool, gray rainy day here. Tomorrow will be better. Still so much to do...and yet, I have zero motivation to do anything. At least I have food. And wine of course.
The holidays have come and gone. New Year's coming next. Which will be spent at home. In the comfort of my pjs, food, wine and new kitty. Yep. You read that right. I snagged me a little kitty over the Thanksgiving weekend. And I don't regret it. He's a cute little potato for sure.
I have really good ideas and smart plans but implementing them is another thing. Is that normal? Clearing out my mother's house is a huge task. And making sure that my father who is 900+ miles away stays afloat is always in my mind. He's doing well these days. I'm so thankful that he got some counseling. So important. Now, if I could just let go of some guilt in my lack of progression with my mother's estate. I had hoped I would be farther along than this. But alas, I am not. When will it ever end? It certainly isn't happening today. I just can't. I don't even want to make any phone calls which I really should. But nope...maybe soon. I need to feel good about something.
Otherwise...I am surviving. And procrastinating. I'm pretty good at that. And forget a "New Year's Resolution". I don't do that shit. Because I know I will not follow through with it. Procrastination at its best. Aren't we all a bit guilty of that?
In the meantime, I hope 2021 is a whole lot better. This past year has royally sucked. I am hopeful that all will go much more smoothly. In a bigly way. HA! Sorry, couldn't help it. Until next time...elizinashe
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