I am here I am here I am here!
It's been such a long, long time I know. Life has been a whirlwind.
Seriously.
Does one ever catch up?
Christmas is soon to arrive. The cards are done. ( I think.) Packages sent off. Two to deliver in person. Keeping it simple.
Crossed a big hurdle yesterday and it felt good. Just a couple more steps and hurdles and I will finally be done with my mother's estate. My goodness...has this process ever been a pain in the ass.
I know I did spend time grieving but I wonder once this is all over and the property is sold-will I have another breakdown? I feel like the real greif will come back because I"ve had to be so responsible for her house the last two years that maybe I have not allowed myself to fully grieve?
I don't know. I guess time will tell.
And if I do revisit the grief process all over again, then so be it. It certainly has been a journey. Hell, Life is a journey is it not?
In the meantime, I hope your Christmas will be a festive and happy one. May the New Year be the greatest one yet!
I saw a little quote the other day which I have now adopted to keep in my head and keep my afloat.
I dig it.
" I'm about to walk into the greatest year of my life."
I'll keep this mantra with me for quite some time. I hope you do too. Until next time...elizinashe
