Rain and Anxiety

Giving It To My Guardian Angel

 It's a rainy day.  One of those calm, gentle all day rains.  Cooler weather is on the way.  Hello Fall !  

I've been a bit anxious today.  Still lots to do at my mother's house.  Had a bit of a hurdle yesterday, but after a simple phone call all is well at this point.  Fingers crossed that it remains so.  I'm so sick of it.  All of it.  I have weird dreams around the times that I go to my mother's house to clear out the belongings and continue to load up my car full of stuff.  Sometimes I still think of how much there is to do even when I'm not there.  At work, at home, when I'm trying to sleep.  Other times my mind is clear.  But today...I am just riddled with stuff.  It's overwhelming. 

 

 However, the rain is slowly clearing out my psyche.  And I have fun plans for this evening so I will just focus on that, listen to some music and take it one step at a time. 

I came across this lady just the other night.  My fella showed me her performance on AGT show after one of his friends sent him the link.  I don't watch those shows in particular, but this girl...dang...what a story she has to tell.  She's very, very sick.  Has Cancer pretty much throughout her body.  But yet, she's on stage singing.  And beautifully so.  And what a beautiful face and lovely smile she has too.  She's an incredible spirit.  I wish I could meet her in person but most likely that will not happen. 

She sang an original song that she wrote.  And I really dig it.  And I can hear her frustration and affirmation in her lyrics.  I think we all can really if you think about it.  Yes, she has a limited future I'm afraid.  But she carries on day by day.  I think I should be mindful of that and continue to carry on myself.  Day by day.  She's an inspiration to me.  I hope she is for you as well. 

I may be a little lost myself,  but It's Okay.  It's Alright....

Until next time...elizinashe

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l45Lay6eq0w

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CZJvBfoHDk0 

Piddlin' Around

Let's Jam !

 It's a semi warm day, slight breeze and hopefully an evening rain soon.  

I've got dinner in the works, laundry done and folded.  Meals planned for work the next three nights.  

I could go through the mounds of bedding and comforters that I finally cleared out from my mother's house.  I could use the vacuum.  I could clean off my kitchen table.  I could do lots of useful things to clear out the clutter at my place.

But alas, I am lazy today.  I've been listening to a live DMB concert from a few years back.  I think I will listen to another one shortly.  I just not in the mood to be overly productive.  And that's okay.  I have some pictures that I want to go through and have them printed off so I can add more flare to my home.  

Maybe the kitchen table will be cleared off.  I don't know.  I am feeling a little dangerous today.  haha

So how is your "Hump Day?"  

Until next time....elizinashe

Keep It Simple Folks !