|Dancing in the Wind|
I feel like May was a growing, happy and creative month. June...well..it's been hectic, busy and full of mixed emotions. It's been a whirl for sure.
My dad came out to visit over Father's Day Weekend. Over all it was a good visit but it came with crap from home and some emotional moments. There is still a lot of baggage from the past, current worries and small steps for the future. Sounds a bit cryptic I know, but I will spare you the details, as there are many. As one of my good friends had described it when I was giving her a quick "run down" of that weekend, there are many layers to the whole story. I think I'm still processing it all.
I've had little time to myself it feels and it will still be a few more days of work until I really have enough time to myself to regroup. Sounds selfish I know but that's how I rejuvenate and reset my inner batteries that way. And knowing that, it makes me wonder if I'm really geared for a long term relationship. Hmm...it's been so long I really don't know how to be a girlfriend anymore, nor do I know how to function in a relationship. Or at least I think. I hope I'm wrong.
Regardless, the quiet time I do have now is a welcomed feeling. I think I will relish in that for a little while longer. Until next time...elizinashe
|Channeling Some Inner Peace|